There are days when the sun, the air, the clouds vanish from within and theres nothing but cold and gray shadows

Days when you want to be dead, yet you know you cant just disappear because you would hurt the only ones that there still care for you

Days when everything that surrounds you has no meaning, when no words can reach you when even the word loneliness seems a game

There are days when you know that no effort would be enough to take you away, days when your eyes cannot hide what is devouring you, days when no fake smile could trick no one

Days in which you feel your are carrying the world over your shoulders and you cannot take another step

There are days in which you know its over, you know you have lost, you know nothing else is there to be done, yet you cannot quit, you cannot end it, you cannot give up and you find yourself with the worst condemnation ever becuase you realize life is not yours and theres nothing absolutely nothing that you can do except wait for another night

Days when you remember what you had and turn your eyes to the infinite and ask why once and again and again and again...